They are no longer able to see the positive and simply believe life is crap, people suck and nothing is going to go their way. Their inner voice calls them an idiot and they believe it, the listen to it and eventually they start behaving like one. Some people essentially live their lives in this black cloud. Can you picture the negativity in the room? The black cloud not only overhead but engulfing us and everyone around us. Imagine when our minds are caught up in something serious. What happens to you when you have a morning that starts off so badly? Do you succumb to the negativity that surrounds you or do you shake it off? This was one silly misstep and it almost ruined my day. I called myself an idiot and snuck out of the room. I tried to be quiet but I believe the profanity woke my honey up. I walked into the bathroom to grab a towel to wipe up the mess. I was tethered, I gently tugged my leg and pulled the phone onto the floor. I blindly stood up and tried to move, I realized my phone cord had tucked into my slipper. Maybe I should use him as an alarm… Image by Sabine van Erp from Pixabay By the time my feet hit the floor the water was running off of the table, over my journals and onto the floor. I was moving in slow motion and having trouble opening my eyes. “Shit, shit” I uttered and tried to get myself up. I knocked it over and heard the gentle pouring of the contents all over my nightstand. I reached for the phone to turn off the alarm and hit a glass of water. Then I reminded myself I had to work at 8:00 and I better get moving.
First I hit the snooze button and cuddled up closer to my honey. What happened next was not at all part of my normal routing. My alarm went off this morning at 5:45AM which is pretty typical.
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